Title: I have made some changes...

Song: A Woman's Worth By Alicia Keys

I have decided to change the look of my journal because I need it to match the way I feel if I am going to continue to be here. I have a lpage at myspace as well: http://www.myspace.com/emanisullivan and have made changes to my website @ http://geocities.com/emani_sullivan as well.   I am going to become more active with this journal space of mine in the internet world.  I need a place to go so that I can release my daily thoughts.  This journal needs me...and I need it.

I have had so many things going on in the past few months.  Some of them linger on into 2006, but I am trying to iron out the wrinkles in my life.  I want to fly!  I want to achieve all of my dreams and fly as high as the eagle.  My life is becoming foriegn to me.  I have two borthers who are now trying to be in my life and my father as well.  This is a life I have never known.  I am also dealing with my own issues mentally from heartships of all sorts.  This official transition into womanhood is difficult and draining but I try my best to stay positive and role with all of lifes punches.  A few blows almost knocked me down but I remained balanced for the most part.  I declare for 2006 to be the year of EVOLUTION.  I am becoming aware of the fact that no matter what my faults are I deserve (insert here).  My self worth is the most important thing that I need to be aware of and confident in in order to achieve all things.

But on a lighter note...

OMG! So I love Nikka Costa and guess what?  I told you guys about my job...well, she came into the spa to get a gift certificate for Randy Jackson!  I was so excited because her music means so much to me.  One of her songs actually guided me to los angeles!  I had to let her know.  So I did what any star struck girl would do.  I told her.  She was so nice and actually asked me which song!  No one really knows her or her music but they should.  So I am recommending that you all get her CD. She has two albums out at this time.  The cover you see below is the first one which I love so dearly!

Yes Folks!  It was an amazing day for me when it comes to that.  Because I was going through so many thoughts of "what is my purpose" and then meeting the woman whose song was on repeat while I was driving to LA when I moved here was a confirmation that this year is definately the year of EVOLUTION